December 18, 2009
For Your Sake.

Times have changed and so have you

I fake a smile to make it though

But he had visions to change the world

and in this small world he never could

You gotta get out if you wanna make it in life

there’s lots of troubles hardship and strife

self medicate to make it though the day

the pain you feel will guide your way

don’t loose sight of the things you seek

the road you choose you can’t be meek

But for your own sake i hope you know

How to get out, which way to go

They labyrinth of pain the smell of deceit

It’s the rage that you’ve gotta beat

You gotta stay tall to avoid loosing it all

they’d do anything to watch you fall

You pretty face will only take you so far

Just pray they don’t notice a single scar

One little scratch on that perfect appearance that they hold so high

and you can kiss your privileged life goodbye

they’ll try and break you with lies and deceit

but you cant let them beat you don’t accept defeat

Keep your nose clean and your head held high

Do what you need to don’t ever let them see you cry.

December 17, 2009
Fire.

I just went out for a cig break in a dress =] I love going numb it makes everything seem so insignificant I just wanna sleep and I’m pretty sure I have no homework so I might just do that. I’ve haven’t really posted anything lately but I’ve been feeling kinda weird. I’m really nervous for tomorrow I find out about play parts I could either be really happy or really let down I really hope things go my way fer this one. There are some freshman girls that are creeping on my tumblr but I think it’s funny and I’m not gonna change my URL that’s just stupid, but awkward if they read this hahaha. I feel really pretty right now and I feel better about myself lately. But I’ve lost my best friend recently, we just never talk anymore it’s slowly eating way at me and even though he’s home I feel like he doesnt wanna see me. So I dont wanna see him. Oh well for this moment right now, I’m pretty content

December 16, 2009
Homemade. It’s my first pen ink and a needle.

Homemade. It’s my first pen ink and a needle.

December 15, 2009
Lets get fucked up!

December 15, 2009
(via fuckyeahprettygirls)

(via fuckyeahprettygirls)

December 14, 2009
Sleep.

Hahahahaha I’m so done with you now that I heard straight from your mouth what really goes on when I’m not around it wasn’t intended as sabotage but you made the mistake of saying it. Sorry yer done I’m not talking to you anymore… or at least I’m gonna try not to.

December 14, 2009
13128.) still wish we could have been drunk together. i bet we would have had amazing drunken sex.

(via blogsecret)

December 13, 2009
13068.) You tease me, insult every area of my life, say I’m not pretty, leave me in perpetual suspense…basically make my life so bloody complicated…and I can’t do much more but watch out for you at school, or just take the blows…but though I cry nearly every day, I can’t just get you out of my life, because I enjoy this too much. And I care about you too much.

(via blogsecret)

December 13, 2009

Hahahaha you’ll find out soon enough and I hope you’re mad.

December 12, 2009
14 Facts of Life You Must Know:

swearitwasntme:

youshockme:

nutellaric3:

saintsandliars:

selectiverandomness:

littlemiss:

1. At least 5 people in this world, love you so much they would die for you.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you, in some way.

3. The only reason everyone would ever hate you, is because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you, can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don’t like you.

5. Every night, someone thinks about you they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. Without you, someone may not be living.

8. You are special and unique, in your own way.

9. Someone that you don’t know even exists, loves you.

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

11. When you think the world has turned it’s back on you, take a look, you most likely turned your back on the world.

12. When you think you have no chance at getting what you want, you probably won’t get it, but if you believe in yourself, you probably sooner or later will get it.

13. Always tell someone how you feel about them, you will feel much better when they know and in the end you’ll be glad you did.

14. Always remember compliments you received, forget about the rude remarks. You will go through this life peacefully without grudge.